She taught me. . .

Today I looked though the pictures we have of my mom for a couple hours, and edited the ones I really love. It's my mom's birthday today and I've been thinking about her more than I think I have on any of her other birthdays. . . 

I'll admit that I sat outside in the cold for a while today and I cried.  Sometimes I start to feel bad for myself even though I know I shouldn't.  But I sat outside and thought about how amazing my mom is and how much I've missed out.  I imagined what it would be like to have her here while I prepare for my mission.  Now I know that I've been very blessed to have her with me more than she probably could have been if she was alive, and I know that closeness will continue as I prepare and as I serve my mission; however, today I had to let myself miss her and wish she was physically here. 

She's not far, and I'm grateful for the pictures and stories I have to remember her by.  She has made me who I am today.  She is one reason I continue to try my hardest and push on through the tough days.  

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She taught me to do all I can to serve others.  To pay attention to the things they love and make the things that are important to them important to me. 

She taught me to use my talents to bring joy to others.

She taught me to love.

                                                            

She taught me to smile.

Happy Birthday, Mom.  I love you!